Communication

I am someone who takes pride in my communication skills. I can talk about certain subjects with strangers, and if I need something, I can get my message across without being rude. I feel that I can comfortably claim to be friendly and personable.

But I have the most trouble initiating the connection. Whether if it's by email, phone or in person. I find it so hard to actually go up to somebody and say "Hello." Usually it is someone else who imitates it.

That is a little bit of a problem for me...I need to contact people. I'm not even joking....it's so baaaaaad.

I am in desperate need of interviewing people. I know who I want to interview. It's just...I can't pick up the phone and force myself to actually try and dial the seven little numbers.

It gets worse every time someone doesn't pick up and I have to leave a message. My messages are always....odd.

But anyway. I need to get over this. Four weeks ago.